sunrise. with GOD.

boo.

spinning around you, leaving you behind
its going to fast, you cant keep up
u try to get a grip, but then everything changes
youre left with nothin
life.

fragile
left it somewhere else
cant find it anymore
crumbling into void
always searching
hanging on a word
friendship.

hurts
destroys
creates
heals
words.

unsure
searching
looking
me.

family
there even tho u dun think so
invisible
love.

sound
escape
lose myself
my own world
music.

light
life
way
the one
GOD.

dunno why i wrote that. something is wrong wif me... o well, better do as the purple hippo on top of my screen says: be positive. at least i have people to talk to.

vietnam rocked. maybe if i hav time i will post up my reflections i did every nite... we went to climb up the mt langbiang, which rocked and was so fun. not that hard actually, and the view from the top was like... wow... speechless. tried gettin up without gettin soil on my pants... lol almost suceeded.. haha bought some stuff back from vietnam, but my camera ran out of film halfway. went down the cu chi tunnels. bats. dark. but FUN!!! anyways it was realli fun spendin a week wif my frens and teachers. grew closer to some, further away from others. guess ur frens do change as u develop ur own unique personalities.

so that was a realli random and mixed up post... boo.