sunrise. with GOD.

Dannyboy at 9:23 PM

Monday, February 27, 2006

The changing of sunlight to moonlight
Reflections of my life, oh, how they fill my eyes
The greetings of people in trouble
Reflections of my life, oh, how they fill my eyes

All my sorrows, sad tomorrows
Take me back to my own home
All my cryings (all my cryings), feel I'm dying, dying
Take me back to my own home (oh I'm going home)

I'm changing, arranging, I'm changing
I'm changing everything, ah, everything around me

The world is a bad place, a bad place
A terrible place to live, oh, but I don't wanna die

All my sorrows, sad tomorrows
Take me back, to my old home
All my cryings, (all my cryings),feel i'm dying, dying
Take me back to my old home (i'm going home)

All my sorrows, sad tomorrows
Take me back, (take me back) to my old home.....

i think i shall make it a point to post a song everytime i post. since i cant always find one that matches my feelings. this is the 4th post in a row. and to think i hav posted everyday for 4 days. wow.

68 overall for chinese. but 28 for the actual test. so i dunno which one my tuition teacher will take. if she takes overall, i wont get homework. if she takes the test. DOOM. and a math was bad bad bad. 21/25 and russ got 23 even tho he hardly studied. boo. have to do better next time. hopefully this year my marks will pick up. have to get that single award. if not my cupboard will be empty again this year and i will hav to do duty for founders day next year. boo.

because of wad sparkx said abt me and music, i ve been thinkin abt music. i mean like now my life is basically frens, GOD (i hope), family, music, school. dats all. o yea and tryin to excercise more but it isnt working. so anyways i dun noe if its a good or bad thing that i dun hav anythin else to say. o i do. haha its so unfair i dun get to debate just cos of mep. boo hoo hoo.

its realli hard to write songs cos most of my songs will sound like stuff i hav heard. and the lyrics will sound very very familiar.

i hope i can become like i used to be. turn back the clock 2 years. run backwards, if u remember my previous post. haha listenin to some spastic chinese song now about swans. so weird. but it does help to destress. well i got to go dig up some mud for my winogradsky column. so bye everyone.

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God Bless

Dannyboy

Dannyboy at 8:29 PM

Sunday, February 26, 2006

~~Blah~~~

Our GOD is an awesome GOD

He reigns from Heaven above

With wisdom power and love

Our GOD is an awesome GOD

TRIPLE KILL!!!!

haha third day of my blogging spree. i love my new cds. especially the LIVE TO WORSHIP one.. got like all the nice songs. and i love my new speakers too. they are like so clear.

I am back in the game with lots of love. yes i m talkin abt tennis. tried out the new courts todae and they are cool. with the funky wall to practice ur stroke. but the only bad thing is that its abt the same shape as boey's tennis courts, wif e wall along the side. except this one is on top of a carpark. i want a tennis coach. and a electric guitar teacher. realised i am like super unfit. and my tennis has deteriorated.

just thinking about friends, and realised that cliques are bad and good at the same time. i mean like if ur not in the clique u feel left out duh, but then the ppl in the clique will be happie dat they hav other ppl to talk to, also its some exclusive thingy. helps to boost ur ego. just that at the same time u may be leavin others out.

so anyways i am realli random now. dunno whether its good cos now i dun hav weird angsty stuff in this post... so ppl enjoy urself, the holidays (oops did i say holiday? i meant camp week) is comin up. gonna hav lots of fun @ guitar camp and mew. and probably e creative writin camp too. i hope there is a cambodia mission trip in december... wanna go but cant make it in June. boo

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God Bless

Dannyboy

Dannyboy at 8:04 PM

Saturday, February 25, 2006

~~is this how it ends?~~

u noe i hav been talkin abt making sacrifices to change my attitude. i just realised what a big commitment it is. well, i just dont know how to change myself. i guess i will have to do it slowly. startin with actually doin my hw. lol so after this i hav to go do my homework

anyways i went to buy cds just now. bought casting crowns and live to worship. quite nice. and also bought a set of creative speakers, so i can just plug my player in and listen. so anyways music is like one of the main things in my life. maybe i concentrate on it too much.

is this the way it is to be. is this the price to pay? are we to become distant? forgotten? going on with our own separate lives?

so anyways i think i better go do my work. and this is the second post in two days. wow. so please tag and comment or wadeva. cos if not my blog will realli die

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God Bless

Dannyboy

Dannyboy at 9:11 PM

Friday, February 24, 2006

~~new template~~

All day staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something

Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown
And I don't know why

But I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be...me

I'm talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
And I know, I know they've all been talking about me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow I've lost my mind

I've been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away

Yeah, how I used to be
How I used to be
Well, I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell

well. my life is just sad. its so sad that i have started making display pictures for messenger using microsoft word to add text. which is even more depressing. why cant life just restart. go backwards. start again where i was happy. i wish i knew why my life feels so dark. and empty. and sad.

i know its partially cos i keep sayin how i hate ppl, and how i dun like studyin and all that. but then, how come i never felt like this in the past? now i know what childhood innocence is. u like everyone, u think everyone is nice, u are happy, u do ur homework and u study. but not now. no no now u have to worry abt lots more stuff. and to make matters worse i've started thinkin abt life.

i noe that actually i make myself busy. by volunteerin for lots of stuff. and slackin when i m supposed to be doin work. and caring too much abt my social life. so if i could just forget everything. drown myself in my own world. leave everything else alone. after all isnt that what we are supposed to do? "oh ur in skool now. u should just concentrate on ur studies. other things can wait."

i just want to be able to like studying. if i liked studyin i would actually study. dun noe if i used to, but i wonder why i dun now. now i just want to go out. buy lots and lots of cds. learn better guitar. go learn drums. play in a band. write more songs. get a photo editing software. stop being sad.

life is like a really really long run. its like around the world. sometimes u see a backstreet or something, thinking that its a shortcut, go in and get stuck. then u have to crawl up again, pick up ur momentum. then u trip and fall and injure urself. then u have to get up again. but now i have stopped running. slowing to a walk. turning into nearby shops and places on the way, stopping my run. then when i walk out of the shop, i find that tons of ppl have overtaken me. and i am falling behind. further and further away. now i am walking with ppl i dont noe, going so slow.

i really have to try. so if u realise i become less social. well i m sorry. just that sometimes u have to give up some things when u want to do well in others. the only thing is. can i give it up?

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God Bless

Dannyboy

Dannyboy at 10:01 PM

Sunday, February 12, 2006

~~Take the wheel...~~

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It's been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way to fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on

Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh

JESUS TAKE THE WHEEL - CARRIE UNDERWOOD

man when i heard this song i was like. boom!!!! straight in my face... i realli gotta let go. so thanx yvette for lendin e cd... carrie rox... haha

u noe the last time when we did e personality quiz for mr ng, i got a ENFP, which i think realli fits me.. so if u wanna see it, its at http://typelogic.com/enfp.html

so about frens. other than music, and God, frens are like 3rd or 4th in my life. i keep tellin myself i dun hav to keep thinkin abt what my frens think of me, but actually i noe i cant do that. so anyways i guess i just hav to learn to be better to my frens. before i end up havin none.

prob wont be bloggin or smsin much now.. need to concentrate. man i have to do well. if not bye bye guitar. so hav fun studyin ppl...

keep believing

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God Bless

Dannyboy

Dannyboy at 4:54 PM

Thursday, February 09, 2006

~~flickr!!!~~

ha. uploaded some pics on flickr.. if u wanna see how weird i look, i linked it under links. duh.

do u need frens? i think i agree wif sir that there isnt such a think as a best fren. cos ppl are imperfect. especially me. lol dun hav time now. will blog abt it next time...

God Bless

Dannyboy at 9:18 PM

Monday, February 06, 2006

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Happy Chinese New Year!!!!

havent posted for like soooooo long.. lol. anyways cny was great. sort of. at least we had a holiday. sort of. argh. so what if we had hw, at least i got the chance to be wif frens.. lol and got some ang bao money... wanna buy a wireless keyboard and mouse wif it.

so anyways our relief a math teacher has left. though i think i prefer him teachin us, o well life is like that. cant realli change it. and our relief bio teacher is back for a while!!! yay!!! he is like so cool and interesting. so much easier learnin from him. but then again u hav to adapt to situations or u will be left behind. maybe shall write a song abt that. lol

wrote some weird christian song. cos i was bored and playing on my guit. if u wanna noe the lyrics an help me come up wif a 2nd verse email me can? the gmail account.

so anyways, the list of founders day award recipients is out. and as expected my name isnt there. and as expected i got another scolding. and as expected i m gonna say some cliche thing abt trying harder, workin harder, beatin rene and shaun and zhang and jk... lol. shall save u guys the torture. but not that so many ppl read this dead blog anyways....

think i am gonna die when the tests start, cos i hav to stay back everyday except friday until six. boo shifting here didnt seem to make a difference. haha isaac finally got his electric, but he bought a yamaha one. lol lets see whose spoils faster.

since yvette thinks i always post some chim thing, i shall. just for the fun of it so she will hav a hard time readin.. lol

life is like a whirlwind. yups if u guys remember me sayin stuff abt e rollercoaster/act/wadever, i changed my mind again. it appears when other ppl least expect. wreaks havoc as it messes up ppls lives, and sweeps u up so fast u hav no idea what is happenin. but yet some ppl hav found a way to stay happy/safe through it. called underground bomb shelters, but u might noe it as somethin else. i dunno music? religion? frens? tv? philosophical books? or in jk's case, homework and math. either way, i m still tryin to build my own bomb shelter. so when i do u will see me smiling more. as in realli smiling cos im happy and not what i do in skool everyday. there is a difference u noe. lol.

so anyways as the new year kicks into action, i hav to keep up. keep runnin and build up my stamina. so i wont get left behind while others race ahead. speakin abt that, i hav to exercise more too... puttin on weight... boo. yups so keep runnin ppl. and smiling. and being happy. and believing.

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God Bless

Dannyboy

Dannyboy at 9:01 PM