sunrise. with GOD.

im sorry. i really am. cant we start over again?

forgot to talk abt my visit to my grandma... anyways havent been blogging for realli long. not sure if its good or bad. anyways the hospital stank. and the beds were yuck. but i guess its better than nothin. and after all it is c class... i realli admire those ppl working there. especially social workers who volunteer. i noe i would never be able to tear myself away from my present lifestyle. give it all up to serve. i noe its a noble cause but i dun think ill ever be able to.

gep camp started on tuesday. russell's mum was keynote speaker... not that bad la. can catch attention for a while at least. then the panel discussion ppl kept callin her mrs lim. even though she is ms lim and mrs chan. o well. after that was debate. i screwed up as expected. being third speaker, and that being the 2nd time debatin. i guess at least i improved by a tiny minute bit from the 1st time. o well.

if only we had more time. thats what everyone wants. thats all u need. with more time, u can spend more of it with ppl. spend more of it doing the things u want. spend more of it earning money. spend more of it with god. have more time.

worship ep started todae. mostly ppts abt how to serve. i found it boring, think thats bad. anyways tomorrow we get to realli start playin. and since russ dusen hav his guitar at home, im bringin the acoustic to lend him. i brought the electric todae but not much time to play. o well. want a better amp.

again. im sorry. i didnt mean for any of this. i realli wish we could just press delete. clear it from memory. forever.