sunrise. with GOD.

Sometimes late at night
I lie awake and watch her sleeping
She's lost in peaceful dreams
So I turn out the lights and lay there in the dark
And the thought crosses my mind
If I never wake up in the morning
Would she ever doubt the way I feel
About her in my heart

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
And she must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

'Cause I've lost loved ones in my life
Who never knew how much I loved them
Now I live with the regret
That my true feelings for them never were revealed
So I made a promise to myself
To say each day how much she means to me
And avoid that circumstance
Where there's no second chance to tell her how I feel

If tomorrow never comes
Will she know how much I loved her
Did I try in every way to show her every day
That she's my only one
And if my time on earth were through
She must face the world without me
Is the love I gave her in the past
Gonna be enough to last
If tomorrow never comes

So tell that someone that you love
Just what you're thinking of
If tomorrow never comes

one of my wishes came through. a record breakin number of msn convos at one time. 5. and i only started 2. haha thats good enough for someone like me. which proves my point that i am not popular, unlike wad hwee ting said. haha.

well. todae was quite fun. chinese was super slack. and i didnt get killed for not handing in my file cos she postponed it. and then i brought my history textbook and she sent all those who didnt have it out of class. its like, adwyn went to get one from someone else, then when he came back, mdm asked him why the others were so dumb and didnt bother to get textbooks too. guess wad, he told her they were doin chinese. like what the. how retarded.

well. todae juzzie, jx, jonny (thats jonathan for u. without a h between the o and n. XD), and kw came over for larts a project. how funky we actually finished it. and did our part to support the ice cream vendin machine in the condo. haha realli hope they keep it.

anyways i was talkin to zhang the other nite. i noe it sounds morbid, but what do u think happens after u die. he says he'll just wait and see. and enjoy life in the meantime. like ok if he is rite and nothin happens, well then just nothin happens. but wad if we are rite. wads gonna happen then? especially if u dun believe. well anyways i am sure GOD will prove himself to be real. somehow. then u will see.

free choice. is there such a thing. its obvious from history that revolutions are cyclic. u send the rulers to the bottom. the next time, the bottom revolts and resets the whole structure. is life cyclic then. just a question to think abt.

i have nothing but memories
nothing but dreams and wishes