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Friday, May 19, 2006 749 songs. playtime: 2 days. 3.46 GB. and about 20 more folders to go. PLUS the songs in my mp3 player. when is this going to end. i am dead. seriously dead. cos of my STUPID results. gay gay gay results. let me attempt to list this, although ppl may writhe and spasm on the floor after seein them. while others may attempt to whack me on the head and scold me for callin them lousy. so here goes. Lang Arts: 52% Chinese: 55% Core Math: 90% Advanced Math: 84% Chemistry: 80% Biology: 75% History: 70% IHS: 67% MEP: 68% POD: 78% Average: 71% so dumb and horrible. so much for no tuition. now there is going to be tuition. boo. at least the holidays are comin. church camp, which no one is going for. trip, which is at the old old old scripture union campsite (so no one wants to go). MEP camp. Guitar camp. and most importantly. homework. DIE. me and you. new undescribable or is it just another chance for failure. like everything else. fine hern. short posts rite? i shall post longer now. you know how it is when u wish and wish with all ur heart mind and soul for something to happen. and then when it happens, it just doesnt feel like what u imagined it to be. and still when u describe it to someone else, u make it out to be so great. but in ur heart. deep inside. you know that everything is the same. and you go looking for something else to keep you occupied. happy for that split second when you first experience it. before the joy just fades away. but lets stop being depressed and look around. the sky. the plants. the people. the sickness. the death. the depression. argh. how hard is it to be happy. in this small little world we live in. is there nothing we can do. pathetic attitude. thats my problem. and i bet its yours too. like you stare at the report card. know that u can do better. know that u want to do better. but cant be bothered to. and you look at people around you being happy. having the time to do things they want, things they like. and u wish you had a life like theirs. you complain. then you go back to do the things youve been doing all your life. things which keep you from enjoying their kind of lives. but when you look deeper (which is impossible since your not psychic), you realise nothing is what it seems. they may seem happy but they arent inside. then you get all depressed again, thinking about all that nonsense saying that everything is an illusion. then you go back thinking. and thinking. vicious cycles dont you hate them i do. Dannyboy at 9:57 PM
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