since mark is complaining that im not emo enough compared to sam chan, i shall attempt to be emo. and fail horribly so that everyone will see how retarded i am. and itll be all your fault mark. wahahaha.

have u ever though about eternity? it freaks me out sometimes. i guess its just a concept too vast and too immense for the human mind to comprehend. an infinite number of possibilities, which we would never understand, being used to the constricted, tiny world that we perceive. and, from my personal point of view, a concept that if we finally understand, will drive us to insanity. people are used to what they do as a routine. if i asked u, is this [insert activity here] what u do everyday, you might answer yes. but if i asked u, would u do this everyday again and again for all eternity, you get thrown off course. for myself. i can imagine going to school everyday for the next month, the next term, the next year, the next few years, but somewhere along the line ill get lost. eternity? no, you say, how will i know what eternity feels like. everything has to end. for myself, i can grasp the concept of dying more easily then the concept of what happens after that. and im scared because of that.

and now mark will probably say something like: this isnt emo, its just random and weird. well it is. but i guess now ill go and do some work, and hopefully make some use of the rest of my life i have ahead. maybe if one day i figure out how to backup the blog, ill save it and print it. then next time when im old, ill read it and wonder. why was i so retarded last time. of course, i wouldnt noe the answer, cos id still be just as weird.


now that was quaint.

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